Today I realised that I would never find an answer… because I didn’t know what the question was.
So I spent the day thinking what was it that I was searching for that I had to run away from everything, like Forrest Gump and his 3-year run. But perhaps like Forrest who lacks the perspective but whose heartbreak and grief were clear as day to viewers, perhaps I’ll need to step out of myself to find clarity.
So far, no one yet has suspected anything. I even had a GMeet with the Japan gang with the camera on, and they still didn’t realise that anything was amiss.
So I think at the very least, I’ve learnt this: the good girl me and the pagan me could coexist. It takes a bit of juggling, but it could be done.
In any case, here are highlights from today.